When Stitches Fall Apart, Only YOU Can Hold Yourself Together... <3

In a forest of angels and demons
Born into a war without an end
dazed by poisoned words and pretty lies
and tortured by adolescent sins
 
If you knew your path would you take it?
Even if it meant going against the grain?
Because the scar across your body
is the one that keeps you sane
 
What if the angels could take you
what if the demons invade?
Your faith is suddenly shaken
and you actions are pressured by pain
 
There is no rest for wicked
There is no hope for pure
When asked what side you stand for
with the lines blurred, how are you sure?
 
So steal away with the angels
or dance with the devils undead
Hope in vain for an answer
to rest your weary head
 
Don't dare to open your eyes
if you cannot accept what you'll see
Stay hidden in the depths of your mind
and steal away with me
 
They'll cure your soul and mind
and make you just like them
And when your knees are weakened
They'll pull you down again
 
But I won't let them take you
Together we will stand
It's all I have to offer
So please,
Don't let go of my hand.
 

-Brianna

So..... I had to tell him no.
 
I feel horrible about it and I said we could still be "hug-buddies", but I never liked saying no to anyone. It got really awkward over the phone when he asked, too. I really hope it won't be that way in school. :c I really do want to stay his friend.
Him putting that he doesn't know how long he can pretend things are alright and how i gave mixed signals doesn't help either :/ But he said it wasn't my fault soo. . . . I hope for the best.